About

New direction, new chapter, new purpose, new beginnings.

I hate the about me sections.

My first blog was back in 2001, over the years I have had a variety of online I.D.’s a variety of blogs.

My history has been, I have a blog for a couple of years, then I deleted everything, took 6-months to a year off maybe more and started all over again.

I remember,how involved I was, how egotistical maybe, very engulfed in the stats, and traffic and all the online BS, what blogs were popular and not and even made my day when a news outlet picked up my story line.  I remember the blog trolls and asshats purposely trying to get a rise out of me. I remember the very beginnings of blog meet ups. I don’t need any of that anymore.

Life happens! Sometimes just need to step away from the net and just live life. Experience the ups and downs and not share with the world. Sometimes feel like have to re-invent self (but not really). Sometimes its just time to grow as a person, live and learn and not have the outside influences of “online” people.  I don’t know really what to say.

I have made a promise. I am person of my word. I have promised not to delete my life away. Ok, I will stick with this. Ok, fine, this more as something to leave behind. Life is short never know what the future holds.

I might have said many things online over the years, truth be hold I can be very guarded, very respectful to others. I build up walls against many, and I continue to do so. I understand, if I were to leave this world tomorrow, say some freak car accident what do people really know about me? I wont share my most intimate secrets but I guess, I should spend the time, to leave behind who I am. IT doesn’t really matter what, just something.

I have not made blog posts in a timely manner only because too many people might think about them, not about them! NOT about them, I know ohhh I know, experience has proved that.